It seems that the frustration has subsided and the barriers being overcome. It has been a day for crossing off the list of the other things that are in my life at the moment and a calming day when the future thoughts started to take shape and thats exciting. I finally got the pecha kucha off to Metal and then had meetings about Armed Forces Day and felt a sesne of achievment and calmness. Someone was kind enough to give us a pushchair for the girls to sleep in at Camp Bestival so like a child with a new toy I have felt very pleased about that. I think secretly I have a geeky fetish for pushchairs, not to the extent where i would buy a new one but theres something good about reusing older ones and making them our own. Maybe thats a metaphor for life, in my case, a returning to older things and reflecting on how it could eveolve into something different, to have be a new experience or new way of using something. My parents always said I was a hoarder, I have to agree, I do find it difficult to let things go until I have understood them.