noone goes home whistling the lights
I got my first assignment mark back.
A lot lower than expected, confusion knocked my confidence, and I found that I withdraw from my routine of daily creation. Forcing me to questions my expectations , the UNI expectations and why I didn't make a higher grade.
I spoke to Sam, emailed Pryle, reached out to the HE and Disability support team at UNi. At a time the next few days - going through the feedback line for line and cross referencing it to my assignment so I could understand the points rather than rebel and avoid.
What I have found challenging is the fact that I have a clear process of creative practice. I work fast and then my mind being too fast to capture developments and critique.
In order to stop beating myself up, I set up time to go into the studio, and in doing so was able to calmly set the space so the environment for our cohort was better, clear of clutter, I then set about marking down all of the thought processes I have had in terms of both projects that are due imminently.
Creating blog titles that could be caught up with at a later date where possible, as I am time poor at the present time.
I know that I have to show my developmental ideas, capturing the process is a good way to log things. Following the advice I bring to my students.