Day two in Blog Hell - Oct 01, 2021

​Now the palm trees are back....
​Dear universe, give me strength.....
The palm tress are back. Enticing and calming, why provide such appalling images - I mean what does that say..
I'm on a beach, I'm looking for coconuts, regardless.
I don't feel that calm, or enticed by the idea they portray right now.More that the sea they lie behind has shark infested water - eater of all blogs... heres why:
So having successfully written the next blog update, I again clicked another button and lost the content. 
This is the second attempt to get it out to the world. I figure if it was meant to be it would have showed up and not been lost. Reminder to myself DO NOT PUSH BUTTONS> plus take a blog course.
And calm down woman.
So I believe i was writing all be it to myself as it seems around the day and the last few days. 
​To recap,

• I spent time yesterday building up the studio space at Uni. I moved and  a corner with light and enough room to pace, and swear ( far enough away so not to offend people with my creative sweary outbursts but close enough to feel involved, with a window next too it.
• I stepped into being uncomfortable in this journey, I figure that if Im not uncomfortable at least at the moment, I am really not looking deeply enough into my reasoning, what serves, what identifies are stuck, what are mine and what are socially constructed by others that I have adopted because I have been too lazy to challenge.
• I started to create a new art piece, in a time when I am embracing my creative self practice, I started to locate found natural objects. I wandered around, took photos, conversed with the trees that were part of my last outing here in 2009 when I created Lost Baggage and dew circle, chatting them like old friends, personifying the shared experience and the a passing of time that had happened since, I stopped short of taking them a coffee but there is time yet.